Sad
Cornerstone rejected me

There are 9 circles of hell. You may be in one now, but Cornerstone is a deeper level.
Can you elaborate please? I am an AP at HELL and I'm curious how making <span class="MathJax_Preview" style="color: inherit; display: none;"></span><div class="MathJax_Display" style="textalign: center;"><span class="MathJax" id="MathJaxElement1Frame" tabindex="0" datamathml="<math xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1998/Math/MathML" display="block" />" role="presentation" style="textalign: center; position: relative;"><nobr ariahidden="true"><span class="math" id="MathJaxSpan1" style="width: 0em; display: inlineblock;"><span style="display: inlineblock; position: relative; width: 0em; height: 0px; fontsize: 122%;"><span style="position: absolute; clip: rect(3.825em, 1000em, 4.235em, 1000em); top: 4.03em; left: 0em;"><span class="mrow" id="MathJaxSpan2"></span><span style="display: inlineblock; width: 0px; height: 4.03em;"></span></span></span><span style="display: inlineblock; overflow: hidden; verticalalign: 0.083em; borderleft: 0px solid; width: 0px; height: 0.167em;"></span></span></nobr><span class="MJX_Assistive_MathML MJX_Assistive_MathML_Block" role="presentation"><math xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1998/Math/MathML" display="block"></math></span></span></div><script type="math/tex; mode=display" id="MathJaxElement1"></script>$ may be worse than this.
It is true.
Congrats OP. You may not know it now, but this is great news. That place will destroy your soul more than a 55 VAP position in Nebraska.