You are not well. Take a break.
We chatted amicably and professionally...
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I hope you're trolling. If not, get some help.
Before the Internet, I relied on VCR. Vanilla stuff.
At the dawn of the Internet, I relied on ASCII porn, not bad but free.
For some reason I stumble into 4chan, I learn about anime porn then hentai. Without a girlfriend I go do strange things, this is one of them. You need fap materials or fapterials. Eventually I browsed them regularly.
But those hentai stuff got crazier over time. Just like all the wierdos on the web, there's seems to be a demand for weirder stuff. I enjoyed fapping to tentacle porn, then monster sex, then "raping and mind breaks", then gender bender, then cross dressing, then male sex with traps, then full blown anime gay sex.
I am still straight, or I think I am, I don't know at this point.
The only thing I can't watch are violent-gory porn or stuff with scats. Those things are really messed up. But what have I become, now I can't get off from vanilla stuff. Maybe even gay. So depressing!He IS getting help, read the post.